Dear Christian,

Thank you. You have honestly changed my life. You have become someone who I care so much about. I think about you everyday. I feel prouder each and everyday. I fall more in love with you everyday. I didn’t even think that was possible, then again you have taught me that anything is possible. You have inspired me to follow my dreams. You have inspired me to help others, to make them smile. You always put others first. You care so much about each and every fan. I adore that so much. You work so hard at everything you do. You always want to be the best you can be. I think you have become so successful. I’m so happy that I get to see you go through this amazing journey. When you smile, I smile. When you hurt, I hurt. It just breaks my heart to see you sad or upset. When you wrote that long post because of your haters on your old tumblr account, I cried all night. Call me crazy, but it broke my heart. I couldn’t stop crying. I felt so bad. But the way you still didn’t gave up and kept your head held high inspired me. I love you. You are the reason I’m still alive. I have been so depressed that I thought about suicide several times when my dad died but I was watching your videos and just sitting there crying and thinking, I need to meet this boy who has inspired me. I have to meet the boy who is my hero. You are the reason I have not committed suicide. You are the reason I’m here today. I try to tell myself that I will meet you. Yes I can. Thank you Christian. You are so much more then a pretty face who goes around. You’re an actor. You’re so talented. You are an inspiration. But more than all of those reasons you are a beautiful person. You have such a great personality. You are such a genuine person. You find the beauty in all people. You are so lovable, funny, caring and such a sweetheart. It’s sad to think some girls only like you because you are sexy. I don’t know about others, but if you were the ugliest person in the world I would still love you unconditionally. I fell in love with your personality. Looks are just a bonus. Coming on twitter and tumblr everyday just to support you will never be a regret to me. I love seeing you, seeing you do the things you love, hanging with the people you love, seeing you in youtube videos. You always cheer me up. You make me smile and laugh everyday. I love how you are not afraid to be yourself. I love how you try don’t give a fuck what haters say. You are amazing. I will always be here for you. I will always will support you. I promise. I can’t wait to grow up with you and see you succeed. To see you grow as a person. To see you grow as an actor. To see the relationships you will go through. The ups and down in life. I will always support you in life. I love you so much. I will never forget you. Ever. I would never trade my life as a beadles babe. I don’t even what’s the point and  why am I writing so yeah. Love you.